南部豬

這是一首令人心碎的歌

在5.6歲時,的親人結束自己的生命
Lewis的媽媽說 只記得他姑姑生前有和她傾訴
那些片段的過去不斷浮現 很難熬
當下只會想我能做些什麼，該做些什麼

有些人看似陽光內心卻憂鬱
大家要多多關心身邊的人

 

I fell by the wayside like everyone else

我 和大多數人一樣 無法繼續了

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you but I was just kidding myself

我恨你、討厭你、不喜歡你 都不過是騙自己罷了

Our every moment I start to replace

開始將我們的回憶拼湊

Cos now that they’re gone all I hear are the words that I needed to say

因為耳邊聽見的 都是那些當初該說出口的話

When you hurt under the surface

當傷口漸漸蔓延

Like troubled water running cold

像看似趨於平靜的惡水

Well time can heal but this won’t

時間無法傷口癒合

So, before you go, was there something I could have said to make your heart beat better

那，在離開前，說些什麼才能讓你好過一點

If only I’d have known you had a storm to weather

我早該意識到這會讓你有多麼難受

So, before you go, was there something I could have said to make it all stop hurting 

那，在你離開前，說些什麼才能讓你遠離苦痛？

It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless oh

你離開之前，你否定了自己的價值

Before you go

使我感到萬般折磨

Was never the right time whenever you called

電話響起的總不是時候

Went little by little by little until there was nothing at all

一點一滴的消逝直到一無所有

Our every moment I start to replay

回憶一幕幕浮現

But all I can think about is seeing that look on your face

唯一清晰的 是你的憔悴神情

When you hurt under the surface

當傷害 已深入表層

Like troubled water running cold

看似平靜　心裡卻傷痕累累

Well time can heal but this won’t

連時間也無法撫平

So, before you go, was there something I could have said to make your heart beat better

所以，在離開前，我該說些什麼才能留住你

If only I’d have known you had a storm to weather

如果我早知道你有多麼難熬

So, before you go, was there something I could have said to make it all stop hurting 

所以，在你離開前，我該說些什麼才能讓你遠離苦痛

It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless oh

最終，你選擇否定自己的存在

Before you go

這令我自責不已

Would we be better off by now　

若我能卸下心房

If I’d have let my walls come down

現在的一切會不會變好

Maybe I guess we’ll never know 

我永遠得不到答案了

You know,you know

對嗎

So, before you go, was there something I could have said to make your heart beat better

在你離開前，我該說些什麼才能留住你

If only I’d have known you had a storm to weather

我早該知道你內心有多麼難受

So, before you go, was there something I could have said to make it all stop hurting 

在你離開前，我該說些什麼才讓傷口停止蔓延

It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless oh

你離去前，我才知道原來你眼中的自己是如此的不值得

Before you go

這令我心碎不已

這令我心碎不已